it’s a dumb holiday, really.
All this Valentine’s Day nonsense is really starting to give me a false sense of hope, that is very bad. You see, I’m an idealistic person. Because of this, I like to hold on to every single possibility anyone could ever pry out of any given situation. However, due to my current situation, that’s detrimental. I cannot hold on to any possibilities. I need to move on, and force myself to forget.
Possibilities are not endless, for I am ending them now.
Several times throughout the day I also found myself buying into the many phrases that, basically, say the same thing. “You only live once” and “Don’t think, just do it.”
and I almost went without thinking, I almost let impulse and idealism take control of my body.
But I stopped, and thought, before I did anything too regrettable.
You didn’t get me this time, Hallmark! I almost fell for your sneaky trap and sly trickery, I came so close to being a naive teenager girl…again. But, I won the battle this time.
I won the battle.
Now… I’m still without the object of my affections.
Hm.
Beating Hallmark isn’t so great on Valentine’s Day, now is it?
Maybe I should’ve let my heart win. Just this once.
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